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The White Album

by Mark Kilstofte

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1.
White 08:06
WHITE Now in the middle of my life all things are white. I walk under the trees, the frayed leaves, the wide net of noon, and the day is white. And my breath is white, drifting over the patches of grass and fields of ice into the high circles of light. As I walk, the darkness of my steps is also white, and my shadow blazes under me. In all seasons the silence where I find myself and what I make of nothing are white, the white of sorrow, the white of death. Even the night that calls like a dark wish is white; and in my sleep as I turn in the weather of dreams it is the white of my sheets and the white shades of the moon drawn over my floor that save me for morning. And out of my waking the circle of light widens, it fills with trees, houses, stretches of ice. It reaches out. It rings the eye with white. All things are one. All things are joined even beyond the edge of sight. Mark Strand (1934-2014) “White” by Mark Strand. Copyright © Mark Strand, used with permission of The Wylie Agency LLC. All rights reserved.
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THE MAD SCENE Again last night I dreamed the dream called Laundry. In it, the sheets and towels of a life we were going to share, The milk-stiff bibs, the shroud, each rag to be ever Trampled or soiled, bled on or groped for blindly, Came swooning out of an enormous willow hamper Onto moon-marbly boards. We had just met. I watched From outer darkness. I had dressed myself in clothes Of a new fiber that never stains or wrinkles, never Wears thin. The opera house sparkled with tiers And tiers of eyes, like mine enlarged by belladonna, Trained inward. There I saw the cloud-clot, gust by gust, Form, and the lightning bite, and the roan mane unloosen. Fingers were running in panic over the flute’s nine gates. Why did I flinch? I loved you. And in the downpour laughed To have us wrung white, gnarled together, one Topmost mordent of wisteria, As the lean tree burst into grief. James Merrill (1926-1995) “The Mad Scene” © 2008 by James Merrill, used with permission of The Wylie Agency LLC. All rights reserved.
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I AM LEARNING TO ABANDON THE WORLD I am learning to abandon the world before it can abandon me. Already I have given up the moon and snow, closing my shades against the claims of white. And the world has taken my father, my friends. I have given up melodic lines of hills, moving to a flat, tuneless landscape. And every night I give my body up limb by limb, working upwards across bone, towards the heart. But morning comes with small reprieves of coffee and birdsong. A tree outside the window which was simply shadow moments ago takes back its branches twig by leafy twig. And as I take my body back the sun lays its warm muzzle on my lap as if to make amends. Linda Pastan (b. 1932) Rights granted by Linda Pastan c/o the Jean V. Naggar Literary Agency, Inc. The work was originally published in “PM/AM” (W.W. Norton, 1982).
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Here 04:00
HERE I lie in the last color left from the other life— bone white. Everything emptied out of the room because tomorrow the new light with its new weight will move in. Wherever something had been left hanging for too long, precise stains remain: windows with no view, or close-ups of bone, which is not white and not solid but as full of openings as the transformable space between trees, between trembling leaves, when the body flings itself from branch to branch. Erica Funkhouser (b. 1949) “Here” (from “Pursuit,” published by Houghton Mifflin), © 2002 by Erica Funkhouser. Used by permission.
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ANGELS IN WINTER Mercy is whiter than laundry, great baskets of it, packed like snowmen. In the cellar I fold and sort and watch through a squint in the dirty window the plain bright snow. Nancy Willard (1936-2017) From “Angels in Winter” © Nancy Willard. Used by permission.

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"Mark Kilstofte's new song cycle, 'The White Album,' might appear Beatles-related (or even Didion-esque), but in actuality it has everything to do with the themes — love, loss, life and death — of the poems it contains, all of which make mention of the unifying color white."

THE WHITE ALBUM

The poems of “The White Album” (commissioned by the Fromm Foundation) were assembled during a residency at Copland House where I poured through hundreds of poems before selecting those by Strand, Merrill, Pastan, Funkhouser and Willard.

The cycle’s primary unifying element is the color white, which appears at least once in each poem (e.g., the white of sorrow, the claims of white, bone white, etc.). But the poems share other themes, most notably love, loss, life and death, if not some expectation of renewal. As I began to work with them in earnest I was struck by their common imagery: trees (leaves, branches, limbs), laundry (sheets, towels, clothes), light (sun, moon, morning, night), weather (snow, ice, cloud-clot, lightning) and windows, with their views on internal and external worlds, to name a few. There are musical motifs as well (the opera house, the flute's nine gates, birdsong). Many of these similarities can be traced to their association with the color white, but there is a kinship that runs much, much deeper. As Mark Strand’s poem concludes, “All things are one.”

That I myself am approaching the last phase of life is likely one reason for the poems’ appeal to me. My father was failing while I was working on the first song and he died shortly after I completed it. His decline and death weighed heavily on me and were to become part and parcel of the cycle. Its themes have, at times, been difficult ones, but they have also helped me to grieve.

Mark Kilstofte

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released December 16, 2021

Page Stephens, mezzo-soprano
Chuck Dillard, piano
Jeff Francis, audio engineer
Emily Scott, cover design
© 2021 Mark Kilstofte

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Mark Kilstofte

Mark Kilstofte is admired as a composer of lyrical line, expert text setting and keen sensitivity to sound, shape and event – qualities stemming in part from his many years of vocal study. Winner of the Rome Prize, his honors also include ASCAP’s Rudolf Nissim Award, the Copland House Residency Award and fellowships from the Guggenheim Foundation and the American Academy of Arts and Letters. ... more

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